I am not frustrated it is that I would love to reach through the computer and give you a big hug and then slap you! I have been where you are. I wish I had listened more because once the crisis was over I saw things so differently and I saw how much of my time I wasted on focusing on my Husbands bullshit.
During the 2 years of separation I could have completed my degree. I could have taken more photography classes. I could have travelled. I could have done so many things. And now, that time is gone and what have I accomplished? I did alot of changing and learned alot about who I am and about MLC, but I wish I had used my time more wisely.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
