Just woke up and was rather sad. I have been doing my best to keep busy the past few days and GAL without H. I have ignored his texts and one call. I shouldn't be excited, it was only to demand that I sign those papers. He doesn't give a crap about me. Why am I so sad today? Why can't I get it thru my head that this will never change, and it certainly won't change with me being his doormat. Why can't I feel better to know that I don't deserve this treatment from him and should be kicking him to the curb? None of us deserve what our WAS/MLCrs are putting us thru. I sit here and hope and pray that H will call or text. Show me some sign that he cares. Although my plan is to ignore it, it still makes me feel good when he does it. Sick feelings. I am so tired of hurting.
Me: 41
WAH: 32
Married 11 months
5 kids between us
WAH left: 7/1/06
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WAH filed: 8/31/06
