Not sure if I am officially piecing yet....

[want2bmarried]

I am not sure what I will do for Thanksgiving. I am not into it whatsoever. No, my H hasn't even asked what my plans are. I don't think he really cares. He will be with his kids and his family. The people who support his assinine behavior.

I went to the college and took my assesment test and will start 2 classes in January. I wish it was now. I was so proud of myself earlier and actually hardly thought of H all morning when I was doing all of this. When I was driving home I thought of what his reaction will be when hears. Im sure he will be angry like he did about the tennis and the gym. In his mind its a way of me moving on and possibly finding someone else. But what the heck, he doesn't want me. He doesn't want me, but doesn't want me to find anyone either. So stupid.

Im back home and started thinking again. Getting sad. I need to keep busy. I think wayyyy too much when I have too much time on my hands.