I have to say ditto as well, even though its me. I am feeling really bad right now. To top it all off my kids knew he was here too, so I feel like a really bad mom.
I need to do some serious apologizing today to them.

Its so hard to break this cycle. I always have strength until he starts calling and then all of my resolve goes out the window. I find myself apologizing to him for so called ignoring him, or being busy, whatever. He is just so hypicritical. How do you want someone one minute and then not the next?

Once again starting all over again today. But I have guilt for my kids on top of the hurt now.

Me: 41 WAH: 32 Married 11 months 5 kids between us WAH left: 7/1/06 http://www.divorcebusting.com/ubbthreads/showflat.php?Cat=&Board=UBB40&Number=1279331&fpart=&PHPSESSID= WAH filed: 8/31/06