O.k. this is my first post in a very long time. I am not sure how you all can find my other postings, because this board is confusing to me to navigate and link, etc... but I have posted before to explain my "sitch"
here are my statistics:
Married 18 yrs. Have known each other 22 years Daughter 9 separated: Feb. 2005 Divorce: waiting for agreement of settlement to be written up.
Every interaction that we have in person is very sad and it seems like he is trying to be nice and fair and wants to be friends, but then turns into this crazy selfish person. The nicer I am to him the more he gets angry. I still love him, but he has shown so much negativity and he has been really rotten to me at times that his behaviour is schizophrenic. I am keeping my distance to avoid being abused by him as one minute he is nice and the next minute he is cursing at me. He has really lost his mind. I don't know what to do, so I don't do anything. I am very down and it is too hard for me to have some spirit even in front of my daughter.
Just really tired and lack of hope for anything good anymore.
