Just wanted to come by and lend my encouragement. I am pulling for you like a MF!
Also, I was feeling a bit down tonight, and your post helped me see things a bit clearer. There are times when I just want to get so far away from my ex it isn't even funny. Of course, the kids keep me close. Many, a painful night is spent by me, but then I read you and there is hope, no matter what life has in store.