Z-He wants to leave-He wants out.I don't know when he's going to leave. We talked aboutit in C yesterday. I am numb and so hurt. He was gone 6 months last yr. and now he is leaving again. The C talked him inot staying until next session and made me promise I would not brig up the OW (I had already stopped that) and he would reassure me every night that he had not had contact with her. I don't even worry about her anymore. I just don't want him to leave. I am only 47 and we have been together for 30 yrs. HIgh school sweethearts. SO you think if he leaves we can start again? I know he still loves me but he said he cannot live like this anymore. Iam not pleading or begging. Iam so sad though. I don't want to be alone. I don't want a D. HE did not say anything about a D but I am afraid he really wants it to be over. I think he really just wants to get away-he says he feels trapped. I am trying to DB, but i think its a little late. I cannnot beleive he would do this to us. If he would just hang in there with me while I work on me we could work this out. It's all such a waste. I don't know what I can say or do. He has been my life all these yrs, and I know maybe that's part of the problem. He does not trust me to change. I can't bear the thought of him leaving us again. What can I do?? Please help! Rachael
