Just curious to know if you have read any of the posts on this board. The reason I ask is because it seems as though you are just journaling or venting. I know it is hard to follow alot of the advice, but you really need to not worry about what he is doing, or talking about your R,or asking about him coming home. It may feel good when it seems as things are going good, but then he does a 360 and you will/are upset. You just have to let him be and not expect things at this point.
