I know things bother you. I also know I make little comments sometimes still, to ease my mind. I guess to make him wonder what I might be thinking. He once said he didn't think he could stay because I would never forgive him. I just told him I couldn't forget that easy. It is in the back of my mind still, but I don't accuse and say things directly.
If you need to vent do it here. It will help.