Still a little depressed this morning, but not as bad as last night. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself, but I just want more than he can give me right now. It helps to read others stiches in this forum.
My drink last night justed ended up being a glass of choc. milk. I'm having lunch with a friend today, and know we'll have a drink then. I have absolutely no clue if I'll hear or see WAH today, and I really don't know where he's at. I keep thinking lately that maybe he's going to banquet with WO, and he just lied to me about going with F. I may call F just to confirm, but haven't decided if I should or not.
I'm also contemplating what to say to WAH if he does come back next weekend with snowmobile. I know he'll want to keep it here at the house, but I don't want it here. I never agreed to him buying it. H never asked me if he should get it, and I never acted like I wanted him to buy it. It would be totally his choice if he does buys it, thus he can find his own place to store it. I think it's time for him to really start facing some realities here. Am I being too harsh? And the real question, will I really follow through with telling H this if he does buy it?
Got to go!
Need2Believe
Me: 45 H: 49 Married - 21 years SD from H 1st M - 30 S - 14 S - 11 Asked for D - 8/14/06 Found out about OW - 8/30/06 Moved out 10/14/06 Moved back in 4/1/07
