OK - I get home and H is here. Made pizza for boys supper. I'm staying away from him but why is he here? He was just with the OW this weekend - I told him to leave me a lone already. What do I do? He seems to be ignoring me also.
I don't understand him. What the hell does he want, let alone want from me.

I realized on the way home that some of my anger is because I keep forgiving him, and he keeps hurting me. Hope long can I keep forgiving him?

Got to go.

Need2Believe

Me: 45
H: 49
Married - 21 years
SD from H 1st M - 30
S - 14
S - 11
Asked for D - 8/14/06
Found out about OW - 8/30/06
Moved out 10/14/06
Moved back in 4/1/07