Hi guys, thank you so much for the posts, I sure appreciate the feedback.
I was definitely feeling very, very anxious at the time of locking the keys in. Mainly because I knew I had no food with me. I did go through a scenario in my mind, of how I could obtain food if it became necessary. Lately, I am having blood sugar lows that are sometimes undetectable to me at first. I know this was on my mind.
He was defintely concerned about getting to work late, and did express that to me right off. We do not have AAA but I am going to look into that right away. The officer who opened my door suggested that also.
I do think you had really good points Ellie. I was thinking some of these things myself, except for the 'proving his love' thought. Maybe I am doing that subconciously?
He is definitely does not do reassurance well. I do feel some of this is my doing, and I also feel that alot of times he doesn't step up to the plate when I need help, instead blows me off to my own devices, while I try to be there for him when needed. Sometimes I just want someone to lean on.
It is so nice to have others to bounce this off of. Thanks!
