Well here is the latest update... We are getting along fantastic since we have agreed to D. She is looking for a place and the home appraiser is coming tomorrow. We are friendly and talking more and will go see a movie tonight. The is my last resort, can't beat em join em, if you love it set it free, kill em with kindness etc. She told my friend that the hardest part for her is losing her best friend. She said I hope we can stay friends but I don't think he will. Well once it is over and done if some miracle doesn't happen after the seperation. I won't be friends. How can you go from husband lover to buddy. I can endure it now because its the only way to get through. Anyway there is some power in decision and it feels better and more detached now I feel I some how have more power through this. Appreciate any thoughts. Still hopeful but not getting any hopes up. Once she makes her mind up she doesn't bend so...
