God bless you Santhony. Your post of course made me cry... everything does of late. Prayer has helped my Father through his illness and I welcome prayers from you all. The only time I lost it a little last night was when she said how upset my neice (her sisters daughter) got... I have known her since she was born 27 yrs ago before she was my neice. It hurts to lose your other family as well. I feel like I should call my neice and by BIL and SIL but am afraid it will get back to her and sound desperate. Her brother is very religous and I would welcome his prayers though.