Thank you so so much. I can't stop crying it comes in waves. I am very glad she will be leaving tomorrow for 3 or 4 days. I did not have her car serviced like I normally had planned to. Thats pretty big for me. I know I will be able to not call her because I don't call or email her anymore I only respond to hers and not right away. I need to detach more. Thanks... should I put up the Christmas lights on Friday like normal or leave it dark... she won't notice anyway.
Thanks Lissett... I finished the book and should start again...