Well she got home from yoga at 10pm. It goes from 7-8:15 but her friend does teach so they do go out after. I read DR the first 80 pages and went to bed before she got home, something I don't always do. We did chat a little small talk and a couple of laughs before sleep. A peck on the lips and good night.
In the morning we have always hugged to start the day. Something I now must initiate. Today I did not. She went downstairs and I said are you leaving and she said yeah so I said alright see ya later. I did not go down for a hug. Man that was tough. I guess thats what I am supposed to do. I am new at this.
I feel like I should keep these things that we always did alive so there is some contact I am confused about this. Help.
