he did read some of the emails, still didnt' understand why I needed to know. He called me and we talked, and I got all my answers, I couldn't believe how easy they came, when I confronted him months ago and in the subsequent weeks it was half impossible to get him to agree to anything. We were done in 5 min, and a huge weight is off my heart, we talked in a civilized way and I made no accusations.
no more elephants in the room...
I've asked him what I needed to ask him and I hope lighting strikes me if I think of another question, I dont' want to relieve ow's memory ever again between us.
Ok, so it is going to be a somewhat happy anniversary even if he isnt here.
9yrs today
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
