Kazzie, It was a wonderful surprise to come here this evening and find that you had posted. You've been a busy woman and believe me when I say this, age is nothing more than a number. Enjoy your birthday and live it up. The best is yet to come!
I'm very happy to see that you and your children still remain close. I can't believe you have a granddaughter! What a beautiful name.
Sorry to hear that the xh isn't quite a happy as he thought he would be, but that's what mlc will help him figure out one of these days. Kazzie, you'll always have some type of feelings for him. It's very normal and you know what? I'd rather you have the feelings you are having in the way of still loving him than being bitter about the entire situation.
Please continue to post. We all would love to hear more about your busy and yet excited life. Hugs to that cute little one. You really did come a long way and your journey is still a long one. You've re-discovered yourself and appear to be rather content and settled. Your postings have helped others and will continue to do so.
Hugs to you and your family.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.