Hi Trying,

Thank you!

Well,it seems so long I was down and scraping along..
I feel it is important just to say that it does get much better.. That it still comes and goes.. such is life, but it does get sooo much better fun, and peace of mind too.
It is also the way you look at things.
Like the half full or half empty analogy.

Take care!

Love N hugs calder xxx