well, the fact is, that If thats what I wanted, it's there. She has shown the remorse, more than I ever imagined. And, you know that deep down I'll always love her. I know that sounds wierd and contradictary, but I just can't take all the bad that comes with her. I explained it to her like she's this beautiful snake with jewels for scales that's saying "pick me up" But if I do she'll bite me. No matter how beautiful she is. I do know that she was messed up, but she kept doing it over and over and over, and NEVER cared how I felt about it. Never cared that it hurt me, and I damned sure let her know it. It;s like somebody else on here said, Infidelity is about entitlement, (or self). or like I saw on a church marque, " there is no sin without I ". She is all about herself. I was all about her, and she took and took while I continually gave....and I finally gave out. ( hey, thats pretty good. you can use that one)
