Thank you BBM, that means alot to me. Corri, Thanks for looking in on me. don't worry, I haven't lost sight of the fact that the same issue is still there. But i am glad to see that she is having to give alot more thought to the sitch. If she doesn't want to do the divorce right now, that's fine with me, but since I held true to my word and didn't waffle, I'm sorta proud of myself. She is suspicious that I may be seeing someone, and it's eating her up. Since I've asked her for a D I have no problem moving on and starting to date. I don't say anything to her about it, just let her mind take off like mine did for so long. Of course, if confronted, I'll be honest. I'm ready now. I'm not waiting on her to be my companion. I'm thinking about going to the coast this weekend and stay with friends. I know she'll worry, but thats not why I'm doing it. I've told her she could go if she wants.
The things she's revealed to me about whats she's learning about her childhood are horrible. I can't imagine the hell she's going through. Yes I will be her friend. She knows that. It really is amusing to see how much she doesn't want the divorce. Some of the things she's said to me about being jealous of me dating are nice to hear too.Can't put most of that on here, to risque!
