Well, I didn't sit on my hands. Sent a txt stating that "this morning was not at fun as yesterday & we miss you being here with us."
No reply from WAH-MLCer, so off we went to church. Upon returning home, his number was on caller ID, but no message.
Feeling really bummed out today....trying not to push for more, but having all of THOSE questions in my head.
We are we? What are we doing?
Are you content with the pace we are at?
The sexual encounters, are you just using me/us?
Do you plan to follow up & serve me with papers, or are we working things out & you might move back in time?
What are you feeling? Are you seeing anyone else?
How are we to handle the holidays & family?
AAARRRRGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Starting to think I just might need to contact a DB Coach to help with some of my sanity now and then. I know friends & family can only be a sounding board for so long.
Thoughts - advice - suggestions?
MariS
"Going for the Gold & not the Booby prize"
Become the change you want to see.....
Me - 37 WAH - 35 child - 2yrs Separated - August '06 Married - 10yrs, Together 18 Not feeling WAH's internal struggle - Feb '08
