WAH-MLCer, picked up child from school yesterday & stayed @ our house, taking care of child/pets, while I went out to GF's B-Day party. Boy did I tie one on.....mucho, mucho needed. Haven't had the chance to do that in a VERY VERY LONG time.
It was extremely hard leaving the house to party, with every essance of my body wanting to stay w/my family, but knew I had to show WAH-MLCer that I was GALing & doing my 180. Plus, keeping my mouth shut about where the F were you this morning?
Instead, I smiled sweetly & thanked him for letting me have a night off.
Made it home before midnight, proceeded to get ready for bed, checked on little one & decided to sleep in the guest room (pass out) @ opposite end of house. Left WAH-MLCer asleep in master.
Woke up at 5am as usual & went to master, nursing a hangover & was hoping for some cuddling....WAH-MLC'er & I slept in until child woke up at 7am & he was true to his word. I had the day off from being Mom/child care giver.
Best part, when child went down for nap, we had "our time."
Then I was given an afternoon pass to do whatever I wanted while WAH-MLCer & child went out for their time. I chose to go shopping for some cute lounge wear & new robe. Part of MY getting a new life.
The let down late this afternoon/evening was knowing WAH-MLCer would not be staying the night...we had such a lovely normal family morning that it left me yearning for more. Must sit on my hands & not contact WAH-MLCer & let him think about the past 24hrs he had with his child/LBS & pray that God will keep opening his heart.
MariS
"Going for the Gold & not the Booby prize"
Become the change you want to see.....
Me - 37 WAH - 35 child - 2yrs Separated - August '06 Married - 10yrs, Together 18 Not feeling WAH's internal struggle - Feb '08
