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[MariS]

Journaling....

WAH-MLCer actually stayed a little longer with child & I last night & had dinner w/us while watching a little t.v.
(not my best home cooked meal, but was fair) Two of my baby step goals - WOW

It was a feel good family hour that I sincerely hope will continue to repeat more often.

Then this morning, I get a txt asking if I wanted H to arrive earlier than usual "to wake me up nicely".

H usually arrives to help get child ready for school, feed pets & take child to school.

Needless to say, I did not decline.

Still praying multiple times/per day, taking each day for what it is worth & trying to keep my fears under lock.
(is H using me for sex, or is H attempting to piece our M? I know that H filed for D, but H doesn't know I am aware)