I had those thoughts even after I took my H back, it is normal, specially when you don't see "inmediate" results as one would wish.
I'm a christian, and I firmly believe the devil doesn't want you guys together and will fill your mind with doubt, dont' listen. Piecing is hard business, but God meant for you both to be happy, I pray you have strenght to go forward and piece your M together))))))))))))))))


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.