I'll go to my post for a real response. And I know this is about to lock. But I wanted to say that I don't believe in "losing my voice" as part of my M. I just don't think that is what God wants for me. And I can't do it anyhow. j-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
I am so glad your H is working with you. There was a time that these kind words from my STBXW would have been all I needed to hear. Cherish this (like you needed me to say that ). I was totally serious about the $$$$$ for the plane fare. Please let us help if we can.
Get yourself some rest. I mean you already make meals for an army at home - let alone 100 people at church!!!!! You are such a great person. The world needs more in it just like you!!!
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
Thank you for all of the lovely encouraging posts.. They really do make my day
So, I had a nice relaxing day yesterday doing not much of anything, even got fast food for dinner....the kids asked me if I was OK because I hate junk food.
I am back to painting now, have finished the red and am starting the yellow. My house looks so much brighter!!
Apart from the tree, I am not decorating this year. My heart just isn't in it right now.
I am NOT depressed I am just feeling a little melancholy. Wondering what God is doing now and why this all has to take so bloody long.
I guess there is still work to be done on both of us or my Husband would have been home by now.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
Quote: I guess there is still work to be done on both of us or my Husband would have been home by now.
This is EXACTLY what I was saying to myself last night!
I've read/listened to a lot of Wayne Dyer during this ordeal, and I recently heard him say, "God's plan is right, your plan is wrong." It's not on our timeline.
He BND, I just wanted to wish you a merry Christmas and a happy New Year. I know how you feel about decorating. I am not sure whether I will be doing anything. HUGS
I am almost positive I heard those words last night. After we got off of the phone he said I love you. I didn't say a word, I think I was in shock. OK, I know if that is what I heard he will say it again. Why the hell do I feel like a giddy school girl????
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
because I hate junk food.