W2S and Brue, Thank you, thank you. I know I am gonna get there and maybe it might be good to have doubts at times rather then to take things for granted and think that nothing will go wrong.
So for now, I will try really hard to dwell on the positive and stop allowing my mind to wander.
I do hope that one day this really will all be just a bad memory.....for all of us
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.