I am desperately seeking a Krusty Krab cash register for my S5...ughhhhh!!!
My H put extra money into my account to buy the kids stuff, so that was a plus.
He called me this morning to thank me for taking care of the kids and all of their Dr appointments....we did 5 physicals this week...a total pain in the arse, but we are almost done and won't have to go back for a year.
So the kids know that Daddy will not be home for Christmas and they are not at all happy.
They just don't get it and after 2 years of him being gone I think they are just fed up.
I know this will be over soon and I am very grateful for that but sometimes I do feel resentful that it is always me who has to be all things to all people.
I am so tired of being the strong one and I am so tired of carrying all of the weight for my family. I guess I just need a break and some time to regroup.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
