So, I expressed some of my concerns to my Beloved and I got a nice email from him this morning.

I think I need to take some of my own advice and stop stressing myself out over things that I have no control over.

I do think that after MLC and all of the detaching and the other tools we have learned it is hard to just be "normal" again, at least at this stage of the game.

So here is the email:


"You surprised me. It is a side of you I enjoy and I want you to explore it more. It makes you more attractive to me. But, don't over analyze things. Stop comparing yourself to "what other women do or think." Just enjoy what you have for you. I am enjoying it.

Being vulnerable is part of the fun. Taking risks is part of the adventure. This is life and you have one opportunity to enjoy it. I don't think either of us have been enjoying it. I think much of my life has been about waiting for it to end... just getting through it.

For the first time I am enjoying the trip. And, we still have so much ground to cover and we can get there if we just enjoy the journey. The destination will take care of itself".


There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.