I have been busy painting and making the house pretty.
It looks lovely and the new colors we picked out work really well.

I have to keep reminding myself that he will be home soon and I have to stay positive.

It gets harder for me emotionally the first few days after his visits home because things are going so well and I want to stay on this track.

I get spoiled when he is here...waking up with him next to me, and him holding me all night, I just love that feeling, and I really don't like being alone.

Oh well, back to the painting...

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.