I think my H suddenly realized that he had no idea anymore as to what he was doing, or what the hell had happened to him. He also saw very clearly as to who and what he had become. As the depression began to get better he could see things more clearly. He mentioned causally one day that maybe things would be better if he could just come home instead of me and the kids relocating. I told him that it was his choice, and to really think about what it was that he wanted. A couple of days later he said he was sure that he wanted and needed to be home with his family. So now we are dealing with the work situation which should all be sorted out soon enough. Grace, I think he wrote me over 50 ugly emails. He was so deep in that depression and he doesn't remember much except for this really oppressive dark feeling.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
