Just hang in there!!!! I know I want to take a class too and start doing even more for me (now that I'm not single and living the crazy single lifetyle as my 180!). I'm thinking I might try taking Spanish one night a week through the city parks and rec. (no grades so I don't have to worry if I miss one or two classes!).
In the meantime chocolate's pretty good. If you have a See's Candy that's a great place to start!
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.