Hi BND,
I am going to slap your wrist!! - Please take it slowly and try not to get your feellings validated YET!! You have worked so hard and got so far by working at yourself. BE PATIENT!! - There will come the day when you can share all your problems with H, but I think it is too early now!

I know how you must feel dealing with everything on your own and how frustrated you must be. I am thinking of you. HUGS