This morning I made 18 macho breakfast burritos for a mens Church breakfast.
Yesterday I made a dozen sweet potato pies for a Church Thanksgiving thing and signed up to organize and do the cooking for an Agape Feast next month.
Again I am overextended.
This was a bad habit in the past.
I like doing things but I can't seem to find a balance.
Part of the problem is that I was alone for 2 years and am trying to keep myself busy.
I get so fed up doing the same mundane routine day after day.
I can't get a job as I have no childcare for my youngest.
I know this is just a season in my life but I am going stir crazy.
My H will be home again in a few days. We are going to pick out paint and redo the house.
All new colors.
I am excited about that.
I am excited that we are redoing "our" bedroom.
I am excited that he will be home for good soon and the visits will come to an end.
I am trying so damn hard to be patient and not nag or complain.
So I am venting here.......
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
