The fear is something normal that happens to us all, normal but something to watch out for. Your trust has been broken and only time and his commitment will make you feel at ease again. After having your heart broken you are putting it out there again, so of course you feel this way, but each month it will feel better, as you guys get familiar w/each other again and the little everyday things will feel good.
There will be times when you'll ask yourself "why did I take him back?" in a fit of anger I've thought this too, but it was quick to pass, sometimes it is 1 step forward and 2 steps back... (this from my H after we had an argument in which I felt so hopeless) but remember, you BOTH are walking forward, and that's a good thing .
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
