This is all so new to me and I guess I am afraid in some ways that the novelty of being in this new relationship with my Husband of 20 years will wear off and he will leave again.


BND,
I feel this too, I am interested to see what advice others give you.
I feel as though this feeling holds me back and it does not allow me to be who I am.Who I can truly be.
May God bless you with strength and determination to get to where you need to be AND to feel more comfortable.
God bless...