This is all so new to me and I guess I am afraid in some ways that the novelty of being in this new relationship with my Husband of 20 years will wear off and he will leave again.
BND, I feel this too, I am interested to see what advice others give you. I feel as though this feeling holds me back and it does not allow me to be who I am.Who I can truly be. May God bless you with strength and determination to get to where you need to be AND to feel more comfortable. God bless...