Quote: Remember if you can try to understand that this is NOT about you but him it may help.
I keep telling myself this BUT everyone once in a while, like say once a month (PMS), I make it all about me and what I want and am not getting. Then I get ugly, say stupid things that I don't really mean. I am looking for a reaction from him. If I say I am done it doesn't mean I am done it means H needs to grab me and throw me against a wall and tell me how much he f'ed up, how much he loves and adores me, kiss me passionately and feverently, tell me how much he wants me....
now back to the program...while I wish this would happen it is mostly likely not going to. I need to relate to him, thru my actions, that I love him no matter what - not, I love you only if you love me back. Know what I mean?
