Just a quick question RE: ML - when you initiate or bring the subject up, how personal are you? Do you tell him what you want - the act? Or do you tell him you want him? Focusing on specifically what you want of him, not from him, might stroke his ego enough to recognize that you want him and not just satisfaction. Just a thought.
Hang in there - you're doing great. You'll get yours eventually. If you were beating him off once, you will likely be again.
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
