Maybe it's hormonal but sometimes I feel like telling H I don't want to live like this any longer and that maybe the best thing for both of us would be to get a D.
I want my H to want me...it appears that he doesn't. I want to be able to trust him; what he says and does and his whereabouts...I still have doubts creep in my mind. I want to be able to talk to him about anything; like before the A and not have to come here to ask advice on how to speak to my H.
We are in the process of refinancing to consolodate some debt (much of which was generated by H during his MLC/A) and I am second guessing if that is the right thing to do. Maybe just sell the house, pay our debts and go our seperate ways.
Took this from ToughLovers thread:
Quote: We have a nice time together, but it's sort of like just being best friends. The affection feels forced
I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this. Ugghh.......
