Thanks for the advice GH and Cat, When it comes down to it it really isn't about the sex. We all know I can go without for a LONG time. It is really more about H's commitment to me. It is a way that I measure his love for me. For 12+ years we were exclusive to one another. Now, in reality, I do not know if H's A was an EA or a PA. I am assuming it was a PA. I guess I need sex from him to prove to my own ego that he loves me and no one else. Does that make sense?
