OnHold and Frank,

Thanks a lot for following. I feel like I'm starting to get it, the detachment part. During the last few weeks nothing changed in my sitch so I didn't feel like posting.

Lately I don't really care anymore what WAW does, as long as it is no BS regarding our D5. Unfortunately WAW is working on this now since she doesn't have anything else to throw at me. I try to have as little contact as possible and it does help me a lot.

WAW is living her 'happy' life and I feel this is not going to change anymore. I do live MY life now as if it is over.

Frank, you might be right. It is possible she is feeling it. Yesterday I received an email from her regarding our holiday schedule for D5. The last part was:

Anyway, I miss knowing you a little bit. I know that's strange, but we've known each other for ten years and I guess not seeing you for weeks at a time is a bit of a jolt. I'm sure this feeling is normal and will eventually go away...


I hope it does not.....

EvolvingMe