Visited W and D5 at her request. She invited me to stay for dinner and offered a drink. Discussed some finances as outlined earlier in emails. W said that is ok for now, we can see what we do next year, filing, now are the holidays... I replied again, I am NOT filing, you can do what you want. W said she knows and then mumbled something like 'you don't want me anyway'. We talked a bit, I commented W's new dress (BTW too sexy to work), said it is very sexy. W opened her hair that was tied in a knot She has beautiful long hair.
Then she asked me to sit w/her and D5 and watch a little TV. We touched a little and when I left I touched her cheek and said GB. I always did that the last few times when I left, no kiss or hug, but just touching her cheek. So she knows I still love her. I'm not sure if this is ok, but no adverse reaction so far.
Having good PMA does help. And I thought W was happy when she called me yesterday, but today she was rather depressed. Even said she is not too happy w/her sitch.
She has beautiful long hair.