Well Friends,

Today was a hard day emotionaly for me. My wife did post on her own thread and we dealt with the issue of trust and lying.

I still wish I could run and not face my past and the hurt I have caused my wife. We seem to endup reliving the pain.

But I want very much to heal these wounds and move forward so I will face them as best as I can.

I hope the dialog here with my wife does not cause pain or discourage others here that on on there own journey towards healing and rebuilding.