Blessings to you and your family. I visited your thread and I am so sorry your here. It sounds like you and your husband our both very good people and are making progress.
It is my hope that I can provide a little insight. I have never been good at journling in a book although it is a very healthy thing to do. I struggle with writeing and comments from wonderfull people like you and feedback help me very much. I look forward to hearing from you in the future.
May I recomend a book for you, The Five Love languages, by Gary Chapman. It is a very good book and may help you understand both yourself and your husband better.
