Hi Nikki- Sorry you had a bummer weekend. Just remember, this is a rollercoaster and there will be ups and downs. And you did the right thing to vent here when down.
Don't let H suck you into the agreement game. Sometimes I think that WASs are trying to play 'suicide by cop'- they want to push us away or whatever so that they don't have to be the bad guy and we make all the hard decisions.
Do something nice for you. You will easily overwhelm yourself if you start trying to solve everything overnight (where to live, how to exist, etc). Take things one day at a time. Don't pressure yourself to make a decision about your house/living arrangement today. You have time to do that. And start relying on your fam for help. Get your mom on the phone so you can cry on her shoulder. You don't have to bear this burden alone. Take care of you Nikki. Baby steps.
H is a mess right now and needs time. Many people have posted to me to believe half of what you see and none of what you hear.
