You are simply at the point where the future looks good, although scary and yet....the past looks exactly the same way.
This is when you let your head rule and you walk by faith.
You move forward, refusing to allow him to pull you back. If he's worth anything, your leaving will be a motivator for him. Yes, we know he can't DO it for anyone but himself however the loss of those close to a person can sometimes be a huge wakeup call in and of itself.
Emily, my bet is that Kevin's going to stay lost for a while and may even try to blame you for "deserting" him or some BS like that.
