I just know that I cannot continue in the current relationship. He calls and says he doesn't want to divorce, but he will because he doesn't want to make me unhappy or hold me back.
I don't want to be with him, but I still love him so much. Everyone will think I am nuts if we stay together, after the black eye I'll think I am crazy. But I just do still love him. I am tired of the way things have been in the past year. I am READY to move on, but more so I'd like to move on WITH him.
I don't know what to do, I guess in fact I am still stuck in a rut. I thought the black eye got me over him . . . . but I guess maybe I'll never get 100% over him
