The weekend was a personal struggle for me. I put a lot of effort into working on my thoughts, and though it was kind of back-and-forth, I think I did an okay job. Overall, the sense of peace and lightness in my heart is winning out over the fear and anxiety.
H was a little more plugged in yesterday. I am grateful for what I DO have. That is where my focus needs to be. I keep jumping ahead of myself and wanting to work on this R—to fix it and know that everything’s going to be the way I want it to be, but perhaps for now, it’s more important for me to just stay calm, be grateful and happy, and let everything else follow.
