I think I'm backsliding a little. I am fighting the negative feelings pretty consistently yesterday and this morning.
I know I need to be grateful that he is in town, (both As happened 700 miles away) and seems to be making efforts to avoid travel, but the underlying selfishness that got us to this place is still very much there.
What do I need to do differently? Are my efforts to create a loving, warm atmosphere in our home (I've tried this all along, and must be making mistakes somewhere, or none of this crap would have ever happened!) making it too easy for him to take me for granted? Or do I just need to give it more time?
