hey there, I know it's tough, despite what our mind knows, the "logical" things to do (detach, etc) our hearts ache, and are always a step behind our mind.
Hang in there)))) some days are better than others.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
